So, I guess the moral of this story is, when you find yourself in a rut. When you feel like you just want to be depressed....do something to make yourself happy. For me massages, writing and coffee make me happy. Especially when I am so far away from home and people that I love.
Scenery makes me happy. Just observing the world around me. I need to do more of that for the next month. I need to pray more and let my heart feel love.
I haven't been able to do that because is have been wrapped up in my own depression....but today I start fresh.
And enjoy the view!
And the coffee!