Today I got really angry at something that was not even that big of a deal, but do you ever have those days when you just don't want to hear a million explanations of why something is the way it is. You just want someone to tell you what they want to tell you without giving you a 10 minute explanation of why it is this way.
That was me today. All I wanted to know was what I needed to pay for bills this month. I didn't need to know who got what money, and why. I just wanted to pay my bill and be done. I am still a little bit irritated about it, and I think I may have hurt someone's feelings, but the truth is that sometimes I think we feel like we have to justify every little thing, and honestly we don't. There is no reason to explain to me unless I ask.
I know I need more grace for others, because I know that I am not perfect. I have to say that I am not perfect, and so I continue to learn how to handle things the right way. Most of the time, I probably handle them the complete wrong way. For that I am really sorry, and do hope that some day I can change. Baby steps...a little bit at a time.
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